DISCLAIMER: Blue Juice and its characters belong to Channel Four Films, Carl Prechezer, Peter Salmi, and Tim Viglio. Piper, Emerson, and any other character not from BJ are mine.

AUTHOR'S NOTE: We all have our perception of Dean; this is mine. I hope you enjoy it. In case you're wondering, the title came from an Incubus song called "I Miss You." The line goes, "To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold utopian dream."

Also, major thank yous go out to my wonderful beta readers, information sources, and all-around cheerleaders -- Cleo, Ziggy, and Susan. Thank you, you guys!

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve



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